Why does it hurt so bad?

Today as I sat and reflected over my life and my own decisions I realized there is one word in this statement that probably has been the factor of many heartaches and pains over the past years of my life.  And that one word is “I”.  What we fail to realize is many things that we allow to hurt us or take up space in our mind and heart is because of our own decisions and choices.  We allow EGO to take over and destroy the voice of the Father to a faint whisper that we continue to ignore.  Many of the things that have hurt us weren’t even supposed to because they were never of God in the first place.  So, the very next time you are sitting around beating yourself up, crying about a rejected love or broken friendship remember that we quite possibly acted out of the will of God concerning that person or thing and caused this pain ourselves.  It is now time to recognize what has happened, pick yourself up, ask our Father for forgiveness of stepping out of His will, give it over to Him and wait patiently on Him until He gives us the go ahead about people and situations in our lives.  Many times while we are heartbroken and torn up that other person is going about their daily routines as if nothing has ever happened. Why? Because we really didn't matter to them anyway, they were a distraction.  We were just an object they needed in a fleeting moment to serve their purpose but mess ours up.  Today is a new day.  Tell yourself these words, “I will break this soul tie and denounce it in the name of Jesus. I will never allow myself to be so caught up in my own EGO that I can’t hear from God.  Today I will seek God for every situation in my life.  Today I know that I am healed and this thing that I’ve been crying over shall no longer be a stumbling block in my walk with God.  Today I declare that I have been set FREE! Now go praise our Father because the BEST is yet to come!

Blessings, Lady Monica

James 1:5 – “If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him.”

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