The fact that you have gone through something and you are still alive means that GOD has work that you need to complete. If you are unsure of your purpose or His plan for your life seek Him in prayer and ask Him for discernment to reveal to you what He wants you to do and to help you receive the message that He is delivering through your ordeal.
Remember in all things give thanks and remember that He knows and He cares!
Love and Blessings, Lady Monica
Romans 8:28 “And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.”