Take the "g" off your shirt because you being a little god trying to solve your own problems gets you no where but in spiritual bondage. Let God be God and remember you aren't and then you will see things change in your life. You are not in this alone. He is always there. Listen to the My Scars Bible Study Playback - God is God and you are not by clicking the link...
http://www.blogtalkradio.com/spiritalivenetwork/2014/08/20/my-scars-bible-study-with-monica-harris
http://www.blogtalkradio.com/spiritalivenetwork/2014/08/20/my-scars-bible-study-with-monica-harris